Guess what? I have a few titles.

My POV

I don't think I can totally call anything quit. I take long breaks but I think about it sometimes and that's why you can see this again. I know very well that I am not consistent, and I have heard it many times that I am not reliable, I change or make plans anytime, and it's not all bad to me.

Tedtalk

You should really stop judging people if you do, even if it seem like they are the worst people ever. That's one of the things I have learnt for a while now. Though, I have learnt it way before now, but I just started to act on it. Give people the benefit of the doubt and reasons to do their shit except if it's rape. Please judge that MF and commit murder if you can. They deserve not to live.

Remembrance

It's looking as if people around me are starting to know someone who dies, and it feels like I've passed that stage. Like they just started to get a taste of reality when I got with that stage years and years back. Oh my God, I miss my aunt. May Allah forgive her shortcomings and have mercy on her. If you are reading this, please say a prayer and a silent qursiyy for her and my mom and all the people Onibudo family has lost. I remember her every time I watch a death scene, and I find it hard to hold back my tears every time. I anticipated seeing her on my convocation, and she didn't even live to see me off secondary school. She witnessed and was present at all the graduations I did up till J3. I am always eager to see on my graduation, but not anymore.

That's enough, Rumaysah. Tonight isn't a tribute to the dead. 😂 

Real life talk

I am losing friends, and it's getting annoying. I cry on some night because I can't be what I want to be with many people, and I have forcefully accepted that as a life curse because many also go through that phase. I am truly exhausted at this point, to be honest. Men and women, I don't text because I have nothing to say and don't call me because I most time pick by luck. It's not a flex, but it is what it is, and if any friend isn't even seeking me, I am not sorry to say that you will hear nothing from my end. 😂 I have unresolved malice from my end for the people I have met this past few months, so please, no add to it. 😂

Update

My toxic trait is that I delete app when I am in my low mood and I hit that mood swing point way too frequently for someone that is this bubbly and shit, I withdraw from people that gives off unwanted energy.

I made a resolution that I don't want to do much with any course mate this session and I want to be on my own, fuck with who fucks with me and play my sports. Also, I did a collab with someone for a poem like that sha. Those words were aligning, and I decided to merge them. It is very interesting to read, and I hope you find it intriguing and interesting too when you get to read it.

1 or 2

I think it's only Egbon Logbon and 1&½ who read my shit to the end, and I appreciate whoever does because of how easy it is to read people's shit like it will pay you. Thank youuuuu so much for coming this far. You are not taken for granted.

That's all for the night. Till next time, you can only hope it's soon. 🫰