My friends should be mine alone.

What?

Isn't that what everyone feels, too? Please o.

I thought I was not the jealous type until I got caught up with people, and I started to feel withdrawn, left out, and alone. I know, right, I don't like the feeling, too, but it always finds its way into me.

My brain had a reset, and everything I used to be okay with just switched. I will never find myself in a friendship group. Holy shit! Gfb!!! Having more than two people that knows eachother and we do things together? Please. I will drop all of you instead. Wdym, all of us are friends, and we should do shit but we are in pairs, and everyone has their favourite? I want to be the favourite person you have and don't talk to me about how your friends treat you and what's up with them.

That aside, you will always feel like we should all go out together or follow each other when one person is going out even when I don't feel like and you will complain to the others when I don't feel bad and fight starts to happen again. Gfb se!

I hate all those attitudes and comparisons when it's becoming more than one thing. Because it gets to appoint where you feel like I am not a good friend because of what your other friends do for you which I am unable to and you start to tell me how happy you are that someone did you something and I don't feel genuinely happy for you because yes! I AM INSECURE. 😔 I want to do more, but I can't.

Crazy? Ikr.

It's not like I don't want you to have other friends but I don't want to know about them and their existence same way you won't know about mine except something comes up or a reason to mention it and it won't be everytime.

I feel friendships is just lot more and everything attached is just somehow. You can't talk about it finish even if you want to.

Wo, too much problem. I don't even want those new attachments, too. Where I wan see the strength? Make I just dey w men and women wey dey give me peace of mind. I love my women with all those establishments. Fine people should come my way, ejor.

I am sorry for not keeping up lately, but I have not had the urge to write something y'all can read. I have been writing, but I don't think it's something you will be interested in reading.