a piece of my mind.

Hi, this is an official launch of a new feature series named “teas from me”.

What should you expect from “teas from me”? Gist, talks, amebo and etcétera. A little detail about my daily life and shit. Erm….I think i have been doing this but it's not just termed and not as detailed.

All that, thats what you should expect from this series. I will be shuffling with other series I have due to the diverse topics I get to write about. I hope you get along. If you are new here, you are highly welcome and if you are not new, well…welcome back to reading my shits again. I have got a long ass drafts but I have not got time to edit and get to push them to you.

Can we go back to 2017. I was living with fewer issues then. I started to write this at 11:46 on Friday, Oct 18, because my roommates are asleep, the light is turned off, and I am getting rizzed. 😂😂 I am about to get ruined again. Hold your popcorn.

Getting ruined, I didn’t mean this newsletter, though.

Jokes on you if anything crosses your mind.

Real talk, guys. Do any of you read Ahmad's work? His name is Ahmad Amobi. One fine young writer I fell in love with at sight and fell more after reading his work. 😂 okay, I will paste the link to his recent work.

It's like he writes what's on my mind in a more explanatory way. I mean, it makes sense. O boy, I was so happy when he followed me on Instagram, and we went on to talk. See me grinning ear to ear, and I couldn't stop ranting about it to Ife. 😂 He wished me bad after, said my love for him won't last, but here I am today after several months still feeling the moves of those butterflies in my tummy after watching a video of him yesterday. An eloquent writer. I couldn't help it, sorry. 😂

Today is Saturday, and this episode is dedicated to it. I'd be writing little detail about it. Let's goooooo....

I missed Saturday's update, so I will do today's. You guys are my best friend, and this is me gisting you.

So, I know I am wicked but chill. Like, you know people who have wickedness in their eyes but are so chill because you only see that side when you touch it. Yeah, that's how I am because for days now, I haven't been sleeping the way I want. Why? Because of my bunk mate and I am so chill and angry at the same time. 😂😂 it's not even funny. I wake up almost everyday to this girl by my side sneezing, coughing, moving things and all shit and I can't go back to sleep again and the fact that she knows and tell me sorry all the time annoys me even more. abegggggggg! 😂😂😂😭 

She sleeps on the up bunk. I woke up one midnight because of the sound of someone squeezing nylon by my side, and I suddenly had a shock because I was scared asl seeing her at that time of the night. Don't you sleep at all, girl?

This morning. I woke up, did laundry and went out to spread, got back and saw this girl moved her things to the side of my bed with the remaining little space

and then put my things in her trolley. My head wan burst as I gently removed them from there. She said it's okay if I leave them there but I just don't want. I carried my things and smiled at her that it's fine whilst burning inside.

After pretending everything was fine, I didn't know when I burst laughing because getting angry at someone who didn't know you are angry and smiling at the person like everything was fine is insane. 😂 If these crazy small acts continues, I think I might just lose it all soon.

Please, no matter how scattered, dirty, and unorganised my things are, don't touch it or move it away. It drives me crazy. Like crazy crazy, I am not even kidding. 😭 It really disturbs my brain, and this isn't me exaggerating.

Can't I just live alone? 🤲🏻😭 * cries in portable's voice *

That's by the way.

Now I want to watch a movie and I still have 10gb of Sunday data left and this is 1:12, I have been watching tiktok since I finished washing and I am tired already. It's paining me because I won't be able to finish the data today.

I feel cringe right now, like entering the floor. I am sure at this time, Feranmi is just holding up with me because she just can't push me away. 😭😭 One more time and I will lose it all.

That will be all for today. I should go for training in the evening and just return to my hostel after. Nothing much.

Flo notified me that my period was 3 days late and if the thought of pregnancy crossed my mind and I was like, okayyyyyyyy, fuckkk! 😭😭😂 Well…It's here now and I noticed my face glow the most on the first 2 days of my period. It gives ethereal skin. Wo, sighs.

I feel good about writing for now before I hid back in my shell again. So enjoy!

Tomorrow is another day to spill another tea again. My department had their election and I am so disappointed. Phew! We are judging our leaders when we are no different. We are quick to forget that leaders emerges from the followers and because you assume that position doesn't change much about who uou are. Everybody can now f- off.

Expect another series soon.